[february 2010]

iiiiiii don't know what to do with myself anymore. feel completely empty; no inspiration, no motivation, can't seem to hold an interest in anything i work on. don't even feel i can draw as well as i used to. like i've lost talent or something.
even my drawing speed's dropped off, which is absurd with how slowly i drew in the first place.

that being said, here's the thing i spent pretty much all of february working on:

and then the second funeral pic finally finished after almost a year. though i still think they both need more work before i even think about colour or polish.